Monday, August 09, 2010
Near Death Experience – Rev. Jeremiah Lindsay
I'll begin with a brief run-up to my Near Death Experience (NDE). At 50, while in 12 step work I found both my personal connection with Spirit and started having flashbacks of what I came to understand as incest with Mom from 2 to 5. It was my personal connection to Spirit that kept me sane in those first few years as whenever I was ready for a deeper awareness to be healed, Spirit would bring it to me.
In 1999, shortly after Mom died and I divorced after 34 years I discovered Tantra and the tools it provided to bring into awareness all that was to be healed. In late September 2000, I was very impatient with the progress of uncovering the deeper levels to be healed and I declared my readiness to get it all on the table so I could deal with it. The next day a friend invited me to come up to Philadelphia to have a visiting Swami do very deep tissue work on me. So I did, figuring it was God's answer and in a way it was - for having the Swami and his assistant put all their weight on their elbow going into my calves, thighs and back brought into consciousness a lot of stuff I never had imagined. Of course I quickly began to experience the very deep bruising all over my body, especially in my left side.
About 3 weeks later as I approached my 60th birthday, I thought I had the flu as I was having such a hard time breathing and coughing and stayed home from work. On my birthday, I was gasping for air when I called my Dr who had me go to the emergency room. There, with nuclear imaging they discovered, there was not a clear spot on my lungs and that I had a massive thrombosis (blood clot) extending from my left ankle half way up my thigh throwing off clots - classic pulmonary embolism. They asked if I wanted to take an experimental 24 hour IV drip of a plasmogenesis agent to turn the clot back into hemoglobin.
Over the time of the drip the odds were 1/3 massive stroke/death, 1/3 massive heart attack/death or 1/3 stroke/vegetative coma. When the head of ICU, a lady doctor told me the odds and asked if I was willing I asked her what she would tell her father. She broke down crying and left me with the head pulmonologist and the head cardiologist both of whom kept quiet. After she composed herself she came back in and said "Do it." I promised her I would live and walk out. Funny thing is she never came back to see me.
They started the IV about the time I was born, 60 years before, just as a dear friend arrived to sit with me overnight. Sometime around midnight, I clearly remember being on the ceiling watching my friend sleeping beside my body in the bed and that the body was not breathing. As I wondered why the alarms weren't going off as the monitors flat lined I moved into a very bright light, no tunnel, just a very bright light coming from several beings of light. They told me I had work to do still but if I wanted to I could stay with them and come back another time in another body. I've no clue how long I was in the light, but there was no sense of urgency and to this day it feels like I was there a very long time.
I chose to return to the work that is still unfurling for me. A week later I walked out to the amazement of the doctors who figured I'd at least be on oxygen the rest of my days. No one else had any sense of this occurring other than my friend remembering in a dream that she had observed me leave.
I have since come to know that when the body Jeremiah died the Soul I AM left and went into the Light with at least three very bright Beings of Light and that 9 aspects of my Self returned to take up residence. In a way I know my Self to have Walked Into myself, a completely different form of walk-in than some of the teachers I had been around the previous decade. I understand that we each have the opportunity as we move from 3rd and 4th dimensional realities into multi-dimensional reality to embody a large number of soul-extensions of our primary ray for the work that is before us.
Fortunately, you do not have to literally die to clear your body and begin the process of embodying more Soul Extensions. That is a part of the work my partner Shondra ~ Rose of Light and I have been given to share.
Blessed IS,
Rev. Jeremiah Lindsay, MSS www.centeroflight.com
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
An Open Letter to My Classmates
We are drawing near to a time of major changes on our planet. I was born in 1940, so I will be 72 when this era ends in 2012. Some say we are entering a new era where much is unknown. This letter is to my classmates from my High School graduating class and to my classmates from the class of 1962 at USNA. I am writing to you to acknowledge that all of us are already in a time where we are seeing many of our classmates and friends transition to the other side or “going Home”. Home is whatever each of you holds it to Be. Some say you will be “with God”, however you define or don’t define “God”. I will share some of my personal experiences with transitions and going “Home”, before offering a prayer for each of us.
In 2000, I was admitted into a hospital with massive pulmonary emboli around noon. In late afternoon a nuclear scan revealed there were no clear spots in my lungs. They proposed a 24 hour drip of a new plasmo-genesis agent to turn the clots back into hemoglobin. The probability of massive heart attack and death was at least 1/3, the same as it was for a massive stroke and death and another 1/3 for becoming a vegetable. They agreed with me that at best, I might be in a wheel chair on oxygen for the rest of a short life, but I told them I would walk out under my own steam and to go ahead with the IV, because not doing it was a certain choice to die.
They started the IV about 8:20PM or precisely 60 years after my birth. A friend had just arrived to sit the night with me. I recall rising to the ceiling as she slept in the chair by my very still and non-breathing body in the bed. I wondered why the monitors were quiet, but let it go as I found myself with three Beings of Light. I knew one was my Soul. It was clear that I had completed everything I had come for and could merge with my Soul and go on Home, or I could consider taking up a whole new Divine Plan for continued embodiment based on everything I had learned. I chose that option and later discovered that, while only one Soul Extension had left my body, nine additional Extensions came back with that One.
I awoke the next morning feeling fine and breathing much easier. It took another 7 years before I had integrated enough of who I Am to retire from the defense industry and begin to walk the path I had agreed to during my Near Death Experience. It was another year after that before I understood that each of us must travel alone on the path to full ownership of our embodied Soul. It is our own inner truth we are here to embrace, not what another teaches us. Finding our way Home is a very individual thing, which each of us gets to do alone. May we grant our loved ones the freedom to choose their path with our love and our blessing, for we also will someday walk it all by ourselves.
This brings me to the next story I will share. It is about my father, who had been in and out of the hospital repeatedly in his last year, needing to have water removed from his body caused by congestive heart failure and diabetes. In late September he was admitted once again and his elderly family physician wanted to pronounce him, but the attending doctor fought for him and brought him back by the time I arrived. He was sitting up in bed complaining about his hospital breakfast when I walked in shortly after sunrise. Later I took him for a walk at the attending Dr’s request to get his fluids moving again. As I helped him back into bed, he said he did not want to eat that food, did not want to exercise and did not like not being in control of his life. He wanted to go home, sit in the sunshine, watching the squirrels play in the trees and then go to sleep and never wake up.
I told my Dad that he always had control of his life. I told him that choosing to eat and walk could mean he got to go home and do just that with the squirrels. I also said that not eating nor walking was a choice to die right there in the hospital and that either choice was fine with me and with God. He looked at me with the first smile I’d seen in months as he said, “Alright, I’ll do it my way.” He lived several more weeks in the hospital, pain free, as he made peace with all of his family and friends. He was complete and very happy to go when he died quietly, surrounded by his family. My mom did not understand me giving him permission to die until just before she died after several massive strokes 4 years later. As she wavered between her Mom & Dad coming for her and me by her bed, she told me she finally understood that dying was not the end.
Now we’ll fast forward to me living in Costa Rica, where I have found my home of the heart, as I move more deeply into the Sacred Service I signed up for during my Near Death Experience in 2000. There are many things I now know about life in transition. The one I will share with you is that there are times when people get so upset with God or Source or All That IS, feeling so abandoned or betrayed that they will throw away their Return Path to the Light, disconnecting from Spirit. Over my years serving as a spiritual healer, I’ve encountered quite a few disembodied Souls wandering the civil war battlefields and assisted them to return Home. More recently, in my own path of awakening I’ve encountered five members of my own earthly ancestry lineages, both patrilineal and matrilineal, who were holding onto my energy as they had thrown down their own return Path to the Light and had been drawn to me. I assisted them to find their Return Path and experienced great relief and great gratitude as they returned Home. We are never truly alone in either our embodiment or in the Hereafter.
Blessed IS,
Rev Jeremiah Lindsay
Minister of Spiritual Science &
CDR US Navy Retired
Prayer of Transition
My prayer for each of us is that we each afford ourselves the freedom to walk our own path in alignment with our Soul and that we then grant that same peace to all of our brothers and sisters.
I AM that any of us, our family and friends, whether currently embodied or not, who may have thrown down their Return Path to the Light Be afforded the opportunity to pick up their Return Path, assuring a graceful return Home.
I AM that we all afford our family and friends abundant love, compassion, grace and ease as they move through their personal transitions ahead of us.
I AM that we all experience abundant love, compassion, grace and ease as we move through our own personal transition from this embodiment to That which is next.
Rev Jeremiah Lindsay © 18 August 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Update and plans for next few months
Aloha & Namaste' All,
Thought I would recap where things are and then address schedule for next few months.
My Household goods were moved out the 23rd. The Give away of HHG to Women's shelter on was on the 24th. Currently I'm experiencing being in an empty house with borrowed inflatable mattress, card table, patio chair & my laptop. Shipment went into container yesterday with 4 to 6 weeks being usual. Erica will clean the house this afternoon.
I will turn in the keys and walk thru with the landlord tomorrow and then move in Al & Chery until I fly to Costa Rica on the 6th. Until then I intend to continue the documentation process to apply for pensionista resident as soon as I can. Once in Costa Rica I will move into my empty apt & borrow or rent what I need to be in my own space until the shipment. It feels vital to allow myself to ground alone.
I will participate in a retreat with Deborah Taj Anapol in Tulum the last week of May. I will join Taj on the Big Island the last 10 days of June; for the solstice and a Hawaiian people's festival at the City Of Refuge on 26 & 27 June.
I'm to leave Houston without an agenda for Costa Rica, without any attachments to what may Be. I'm taking my cue of next steps from those who come to me. My guidance also suggests I'm to hit the road running when I return to Costa Rica in July. I have not a clue at this point as to what that means for it shall reveal itself.
I also want to acknowledge several who have effectively mirrored back to me the truth of me in the face of my BS Core (we all have one by the way - it interferes with the projection of our reality by our Creational Womb). Ana, Bobbi, Loraine, Nancy, AmyS, Sandra, Kande, Suzanna, Jody, Cheryl, Thomas, Debi, Kristin, David, Lisa Renee and others....
Much Love, Gobs of Laughter & Blessed IS,
Jeremiah
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
A quote that sums up how I'm feeling.
I just turned on the TV and randomly found myself watching the last few minutes of Shawshank Redemption as Morgan Freeman's character boards a bus and he says:
"I find I am so excited I can barely sit still or hold a thought in my hea. I think it is the excitement only a free man can feel. A free man at the start of a long journey, which consclusion is uncertain."
Kind of covers it all.
Much Love, Gobs of Laughter & Blessed IS,
Jeremiah
Friday, March 06, 2009
Magic IS!!!
The photo shows where the pot of GOLD IS.
When I wrote this I wassitting in the Arenal Lodge overlooking the volcano Arenal in the soft rain of the Rain Forest contemplating the last few days. There continues to BE much magic of connection that could not have occurred without Ana, Mi Hermana.
My friend Ana joined me on this trip by flying out of DC. With great magic we had adjoining seats for the flight to San Jose Costa Rica on the 25th. On the 26th & 27th I attended a seminar on what to expect as a potential new resident of Costa Rica, It was based on the mental process of an organization for potential new residents coming from other countries and cultures. Ana began her magic of connecting me to the local spiritual community which I had manifested in her home during the inauguration.
I have met many new members of my soul family, have 3 soul brothers dedicated to support my transition, already rented an apartment, have a car to buy when I return in April, have visited two potential sites for a spiritual center and retreat sites, participated in a group meditation on top of a mountain in Spanish, have a new family and a new spiritual community, have my first student and a Spanish teacher, met some of the most aware people, all in five short days.
We returned to the states where I am preparing to move out of the home I've shared this last several months, shedding the past and preparing to write a new series of newsletters through the Messengers Network. This will leave me little time here, so I am taking a Sabbatical from Social Networking until after I've completed my move to Costa Rica and the shedding. Included in that will be a visit to the Big Island of Hawaii and a retreat in Tulum in May, so it may be June or July before I return.
I Am Living In The Heart In The Flow.
So in response to the question How are you? I Say "Pura Vida!"
Blessed IS or Bendecido Es,
Jeremiah or Jeremias
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Observations on Retiring & Moving Into Oneness with Twin Flame
One of the things I've noticed is how seldom I feel called to actually participated on many of the on-line networks which used to consume much of my time. As I embraced this new way of being I sensed that I was seeing that I had accumulated many friends with whom I had little to no direct communication. Hmmm, is this about building numbers to feel important? Perhaps for some and for me on some networks to show I was participating.
The other piece to that is how few actually use their own name or their own photograph. The more I come into Oneness in the Now with Self & my Twin Ray, those connections feel out of integrity with the I Am I AM. My sense is that each of us must embraced precisely who we be, before we can shed those aspects we feel don't support what is next. To declare ourselves to be something we aren't Being without doing the very real work of embracing what is actually prevents our Being that declaration in the Now.
To define ourselves by words or phrases that serve as a facade or mask is an act of fear. When we fear, the fear draws that which is feared to us. I acknowledge that to embrace what is, sometimes means we get to embrace a pile of offal. We don't get to transmute the offal into the Gold of our Soul until we Love Our Selves precisely as we have created ourselves up to this moment of NOW!
Another general observation is the enormous amount of detoxifying that occurs when we actually live in the Now Moment as our way of Being. It isn't just a Spiritual conversation. All of our bodies, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual and etheric must play as we detoxify from our attachments and parasitic connections of friends, family and clients. I've seen many clients and friends pull away in anger when they saw I was truly connected to my Twin Ray/Flame and that we had sealed our selves in our own Sanctuary, so that no one was feeding off of either of US. Yes, there are few who choose to be with us now as we sort out all of the areas of attachments to to thoughts, beliefs and ways of Being which no longer serve Us or humanity for that matter.
The packing process before moving gave me a wonderful opportunity to feel the energy of all the stuff around me in my apartment and then to throw away much I have been storing for 50 years. We estimate that we filled at least 3 dumpsters before the move and one on the day the movers picked up my furniture and boxes. This led to much physical and emotional detoxification that week that continued after we began opening all the boxes here in Houston. Since arriving here we've continued the 70 % raw food plan along with the green lemonade drink as well as a Ionic footbath every three days along with parasitic cleanses. More on this vital subject another time.
Hmmm, enough for now - to be continued.
Blessed IS,
Jeremiah
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Attachments - Parasites or Vampires
Attachments - Parasites or Vampires
On the last two Reality Crafting team calls we’ve been working to clear the various astral planes associated with the different realities of Earth. We had noticed the previous week that there were still attachments of entities and implants which had not moved and I saw that those which were actually connected to hosts are well skilled in staying hidden (subtle exorcism techniques required) and therefore weren’t available for the first night’s work.
This Monday, the 10th, we when deeper into the astral realms and noticed a pulsing energy that caused the astral bodies of entities, implants and other attachments to break free and be lifted away. One of my considerations for this work was knowing that these attachments always come with some form of permission for the host, therefore free will was not to be interfered with at the Soul level and care was taken that each Soul was allowed to participate or not depending on its plan for the individual host. We observed that the astral planes became lighter and of higher frequency as the work progressed and that there were fewer separate Earth realities as we completed than earlier.
My personal experience with the removal of attachments began Tuesday afternoon and lasted through Wednesday morning with significant and frequent diarrhea, a few cramps, but no other signs of dis-ease such as fever, chills, etc. As I worked on this, assisted by some very dear friends, I saw this as a reaction of my body to parasites that began with some sushi earlier in the afternoon and continued that process that had been triggered by the work we did Monday evening. Essentially I became aware of the attachments I was clearing to a number of close friends/clients who I’ve been holding the space for their wholeness Now. As I inquired within during this process, the title of this article “Attachments - Parasites or Vampires” came to me.
Next I will quote from Wikipedia on Parasitism:
Parasitism is a type of symbiotic relationship between organisms of different species in which one, the parasite, benefits from a prolonged, close association with the other, the host, which is harmed. In general, parasites are much smaller than their hosts, show a high degree of specialization for their mode of life and reproduce more quickly and in greater numbers than their hosts. Classic examples of parasitism include the interactions between vertebrate hosts and such diverse animals as the tapeworms, flukes, Plasmodium species and fleas.
“The harm and benefit in parasitic interactions concern the biological fitness of the organisms involved. Parasites reduce host fitness in many ways, ranging from general or specialized pathology (such as castration), impairment of secondary sex characteristics, to the modification of host behavior. Parasites increase their fitness by exploiting hosts for food, habitat and dispersal.”
“Although the concept of parasitism applies unambiguously to many cases in nature, it best considered part of continuum of types of interactions between species, rather than an exclusive category. Particular interactions between species may satisfy some but not all parts of the definition. In many cases, it is difficult to demonstrate the host is harmed. In others, there may be no apparent specialization on the part of the parasite, or the interaction between the organisms may be short-lived. For example, because of the episodic nature of its feeding habits, the mosquito is not considered parasitic. In medicine, only eukaryotic organisms are considered parasites, to the exclusion of bacteria and viruses. Some branches of biology, however, do regard members of these groups to be parasitic.”
As I extended my inquiry of “Attachments - Parasites or Vampires” through this definition I recognized that I was being shown a deeper aspect of my own teaching of having no attachments. What I and my friends were sensing as I worked through the parasitic releases in my body were attachments to people whom I hold in mutual love. What was that about? Pure love is a noun, not a verb. It is a field of all potentiality, not a force of causation. To truly love is to be that space of love, granting the others total free will in their expression and experience of life. It is theirs to create, not mine to guide, or to fix or to be more in alignment with me. So I recognize that last night I was and am surrendering all attachments that those I encounter on my path be anything other than they be in each moment of Now.
More as it is revealed.
Much Love, Gobs of Laughter & Blessed IS,
Jeremiah
See this http://infinitespirit.co.uk/html/psychic_vampires.html