Saturday, May 24, 2008

Observations on Retiring & Moving Into Oneness with Twin Flame

Retiring on April 1st and then moving way from the Washington, DC area where I've lived off & on since 1972 to live with my partner and Twin Ray/Flame has been and continues to be a time of letting go, detoxifying and evolving into what ever is next on my Sacred Service pathway.

One of the things I've noticed is how seldom I feel called to actually participated on many of the on-line networks which used to consume much of my time. As I embraced this new way of being I sensed that I was seeing that I had accumulated many friends with whom I had little to no direct communication. Hmmm, is this about building numbers to feel important? Perhaps for some and for me on some networks to show I was participating.
The other piece to that is how few actually use their own name or their own photograph. The more I come into Oneness in the Now with Self & my Twin Ray, those connections feel out of integrity with the I Am I AM. My sense is that each of us must embraced precisely who we be, before we can shed those aspects we feel don't support what is next. To declare ourselves to be something we aren't Being without doing the very real work of embracing what is actually prevents our Being that declaration in the Now.
To define ourselves by words or phrases that serve as a facade or mask is an act of fear. When we fear, the fear draws that which is feared to us. I acknowledge that to embrace what is, sometimes means we get to embrace a pile of offal. We don't get to transmute the offal into the Gold of our Soul until we Love Our Selves precisely as we have created ourselves up to this moment of NOW!

Another general observation is the enormous amount of detoxifying that occurs when we actually live in the Now Moment as our way of Being. It isn't just a Spiritual conversation. All of our bodies, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual and etheric must play as we detoxify from our attachments and parasitic connections of friends, family and clients. I've seen many clients and friends pull away in anger when they saw I was truly connected to my Twin Ray/Flame and that we had sealed our selves in our own Sanctuary, so that no one was feeding off of either of US. Yes, there are few who choose to be with us now as we sort out all of the areas of attachments to to thoughts, beliefs and ways of Being which no longer serve Us or humanity for that matter.
The packing process before moving gave me a wonderful opportunity to feel the energy of all the stuff around me in my apartment and then to throw away much I have been storing for 50 years. We estimate that we filled at least 3 dumpsters before the move and one on the day the movers picked up my furniture and boxes. This led to much physical and emotional detoxification that week that continued after we began opening all the boxes here in Houston. Since arriving here we've continued the 70 % raw food plan along with the green lemonade drink as well as a Ionic footbath every three days along with parasitic cleanses. More on this vital subject another time.
Hmmm, enough for now - to be continued.
Blessed IS,
Jeremiah